My dear sister!

When tears welled up in my eyes

For seemingly no reason,

And my heart felt unusually heavy

On a particularly gloomy rainy morning

Dear sister,

I knew it was for you,

Who left us all stumped

Looking for the shards of our own lives

In the maze and the haze…..

I see the sunflower that is your face,

and the sun that is your smile,

I wake up in pain

To know it’s all in vain.

I had longed to be in the warmth of your laughter

Just one more time, before it was all over,

I had wished for one last time to revel in the aroma

That wafted from your hearth

On lazy summer mornings,

I had wished to be that child who followed her big sister

To the temple, to the pond, to the fields and beyond

Just one more time, before it was all over.

Maybe it is selfishness, maybe it is greed,

I can’t help but hold tight

To the safety net of my loved ones

Before I know it is all over!

I knew the reality of death like never before

It carved in me a truth I’d never ignore

No matter what, you cannot relive past

Live this moment and feel the love

Of the loved ones, till the last single breath!

Just the way you lived and left a trail

My dearest BIG sister!

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-An ode to my lovely cousin who left us all

to render this world a less brighter place….

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Reminiscence

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That summer morning

The breeze I felt in my backyard was not ordinary,

It came as a magic wrap with childhood inscribed,

The childhood I had locked up beneath and left forgotten

In the heap of memories.

It had the smell of jasmine smeared in mud ,

And music of familiar voices that close to my heart I hold;

It also had the dampness of monsoon I grew drenched in

And the sweetness of bird songs, I was cradled by.

If the magic breeze were to touch me again

I would hold it in my breath for a moment too long,

For I fear that my old self won’t revisit in all its etherealness!